Life Contemplation

Oh, my PINK IC. How i am going to miss thee.

Tue, 06 Jan 2009 15:38:40 GMT

Presley is losing his pink IC tomorrow. says:
Eh, Da ge ge

iCircuit™ says:
?

Presley is losing his pink IC tomorrow. says:
Did you ever have this weird weird feeling, when u were going to be enlisted?

iCircuit™ says:
What weird weird feeling

Presley is losing his pink IC tomorrow. says:
like.......

Presley is losing his pink IC tomorrow. says:
like going to die like dat

iCircuit™ says:
LOL

Yes. I've become one of those annoying plebian blogs which don't update and just suddenly die off. But heh, not that anyone actually reads here anyway. ( and if u do, maybe u shuld STOP STALKING ME AND GET A LIFE. lol)

but anyway, fast forward, My As are over. and i shant comment much coz they say hor, that it's suay to talk bout it. So my fingers are crossed.

though, i hope all the countless hours of studying and putting on weight coz of that is worth it!

But importantly, I'm about to embark on a new phase of life. Yes. I officially lose my pink I/C tomorrow, and I, Elvis Wang Weixian, citizen of singapore, pledge to be one united member of the SAF. washing toilets, and getting tekan while missing home at night. *sniffs

Ok la, maybe it was the army daze movie influence. but hor, somehow watching it again around isnt as funny leh.

There's something surreal bout being enlisted. like going to die like dat. REALLI! It feels surreal that, one day your struggling to pass your PSLE, and POOF! you're on a boat to tekong already.

Almost like.... reincarnation. Like going to die like dat. haha

haha but i guess u'll be reborn again, in army number 4 uniform no less. haha. and for that, i'm prepared to go in prepared.

1) I finished Little nyonya, so i guess i can go in peace?
2) I got my geeky army specs. no more contacts liao.
3) I partied like CRAZY after As. all the late nighs and vodka.
4) I met up with all my friends, who were giving me "last dinner liao"s. HELLO? it's jus army. i'm not dying!
5) I got a mohawk, and i'm intending to go in like dat.

6) I got all my army stuff, which basically includes lots of underwear and a BIG tub of shampoo and soap. Talk bout kiasu mums.

So yes, i'm not sure as if i can even sleep tonite, as dear roidsrage has nicely predicted. i dunno lor, but as the time looms closer, even i have to admit, that even for someone as lan lan and easy going as me, is starting to feel scared.

Like going to die like dat. LOL

Alas, this shall be my 1st post for 2009 and last post before i go in for confinement. Rest assured that i'll send pig trotters with ginger to u all soon ok?

WISH ME LUCK!

Loving someone is giving them the power to hurt you

Tue, 18 Nov 2008 15:32:31 GMT

congratulations Elvis. you've done it again. Bravo

Did you really think that whatever was said meant anything? Did u think that you stood a chance?

well, i've never met anyone as deluded as you.

reality is here. wake up. "it's over"

Better "keep a healthy distance"

looks like the heart is going into deep freeze again.

I will not back down now. I still have 2 papers to go. I have my friends and my family. I have my future. I will not and i CANNOT die down now.

i'm fine. I WILL be fine.

Mid year exams 2moro

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 16:29:58 GMT

Maths Mid year exams tomorrow. This is the plan.

Wake up.
Go school.
Sit at table.
See the paper.
See the questions.
Cry.
Despair.
Do them. (Badly)
Paper finish.
Feel sad.
Get determined.
Go home.

Sleep.

Be yourself day at NYJC

Sun, 11 May 2008 14:57:45 GMT

Ladies and gentlemen... Elvis Presley... LIVES...

Sing it with me everyone!

"YOU AINT NTH BUT A HOUND DAWWGGG! CRYING ALL THE TIME."

Be yourself day was a BLAST at NYJC. Kudos to my class 0730 for being the most sporty and dressed up in the whole school. 1st place will surely go to us. as well as best dressed goes to me!

0730. The awesome. The basis of our dress up was the iconic timeline.

From the hippies...

to the disco retros

to the goths/ punk rock.

hahaha. I'm lazy to talk. I'll jus throw u guys throngs of pics. Go see and figure and see see for yrself

Thu, 08 May 2008 11:55:01 GMT

Elvis...

shall live....

tomorrow...

Stay tuned.

Late Hatch day

Sun, 30 Mar 2008 12:42:37 GMT

25th march was my birthday.

To say that my birthday this year was an uneventful one would not be entirely correct.

I'm not sure whether it is a blessing or maybe jus impending doom to happen, but one thing's for sure. I'm surprised myself that indeed, always expect the unexpected.

2 years. 2 whole years.

I have to say i did learn a little bit more about myself. I'm as insecure as a paranoid patient, and my imagination runs wild like the kenya runners in 42.125.

This is not to say that i've changed completely, but if anything, i'm at least aware of it and of course, i do my best to reel myself in whether i lose myself again.

This is jus like me to start to speculate, have expectations and jus eventually screw things up. If anything, the second chance has presented itself before me.

I cant read too much into it because perhaps this was the cause of my downfall the previous time. Take one step at a time. Yes. listen to Advice. One step at a time.

Sigh. I'm feeling a deluge of emotions now. Of trepidation and fear, yet of happiness and warmth.

I love and hate how your appearance again, has relieved some of the jadedness that this boy have. To feel innocent again when i thought the world has already cast its dark shadows.

One step at a time. Elvis. One step at a time

CNY

Sun, 10 Feb 2008 10:07:26 GMT

Opps. Guess i forgot to make this clear. HAHAH.

DEMISIA IS MY BABY COUSIN!

Heaven forbid that i should have another younger sister at this age. Talk about generation gap. ONE is enough.

Anyhow, the annual event of crimson firecrackers, oh-so-sinful pineapple tarts and inane chinese new year songs has come again.

LUNAR NEW YEAR or CHINESE NEW YEAR.
(dong dong chiang!)

Of course, what is chinese new year without the fun (READ: Boring like shit) routine visits. Chu yi was spent dressing up to the nines and going on the same old cycle of houses every year to pai nian. I.e from my house to maternal ah ma house to my lao gou ( grandpa's sister) then finally to my father's side.

You can just about anticipate whatever conversation between me and (nearly every other relative) would be.

"Wah.. grow so big liao ar?"
"Got girlfriend a not? So handsome!"
"I used to carry you when u you were a baby!"

Alas, wat can one do but show respect to their such comments. Smile smile and jus accept the ang bao lo.

Sigh. I guess chinese new year this year to me was rather uneventful. No late night mahjong, no overnight kbox, no winning big at dai dee. Just... lazing on the the couch, watching some old hong kong movie and eventually snoozing off. Yes, both me AND my sister, the only adolescents present in a one mile radius. *Whoopee.Snores.

Dat pretty much was Chu yi. Chu had people coming over to my house. YAY for more ang baos. BOO for more entertaining.

Chu San Chu Si. Had training. Fingers aching. I wonder if my right hand dat is oh so important to me coz i use it to draw, write, wipe backside, will end up paralyzed. HA.

See. The dong dong chiang has gotten to my head.

Baby Demisia's CNY garb. So cutteeee!

She totally shares your sentiments.

Bored people. On taxi.

My father. HAHA. I got more wat i asked for when i asked him to smile and pose.

My sister on the left, My mother on the right.

Obligatory family shot. Oooh. By the way, lots of people said my shirt lookie good this year. With the exception of my sis who said i looked like An Bo Zhen. "-_-

Finally, Pic with my cousins from my father's side. Oh. This was at our place. Taboleh tahan shirt la.. too hot. changed to singlet.

I swear, i know JC is supposed to be tough but i didnt know they were cruel. WORKLOAD on CNY? Suddenly the torture machine i saw from SAW4 doesnt look too bad. HA.

DONG DONG CHIANG everyone! Dragon horse spirit god to u all!

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 14:02:28 GMT

I typed out this uber fucking long entry but my stupid laptop died one me at the last moment. and i mean last moment because all i needed to do was to press the "Post" button.

ARGH.

Anyway, i'm too lazy to post the whole thing i'm just gonna half the previous entry and post it instead.

BABY DEMISIA

Introducing the newest addition to the family. BABY Demisia! ( pronounced DAY-MEE-SHIA). or "Little wormy" as i like to call cause of the fact that she's always bundled up like one.

ALL together now,

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW...

While originally retained in the hospital after her birth due to some complications, she's back now and resting soflty in my ah ma's place. Look at how cute the pics are! ( both me and the baby) I'm actually quite intrigued by the fact that i'm so massive compared to her.

School starts.

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 15:17:15 GMT

School starts. Tomorrow.

Everyone scream with me...

ARGH!!!!!!!!

Tis the season to be realli realli jolly

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 03:36:30 GMT

Pre xmas eve BBQ at Ms Lye's chic condo... What can i say. She's a single art teacher, who lives in a condo, wears chic fashion, does paintings and artworks at her free time, lives near her rented art studio and now, she's going off to pursue her masters.

I WANNA BE LIKE DAT.
( U heard me santa? CONDO. all rite? C-O-N-D-O)

Gift xchange!

Asshole DAIDEE

and customary group shot.
( notice how our eyes are all closed?)

With Xinli around, who is forever holding his super pro wat-you-may-call-it camera with big lenses and the works, it's no wonder he takes SO MANY candid shots of people. and i'm not spared.

Here's one

i jus happen to saw a loose thread coming out of my sleeve and he took it.
Some funny captions i can think of are....

"Opps. I needa diet. Look at that underarm flab swing!"

or

"SNiffs Sniffs. Shit. forgot deodorant"

OK. Cliche ones. Leave a comment if u have any good suggestions

But i tot this wasnt too bad. Heh.

Seasons greetings and MERRY XMAS to all!

la la land.

Thu, 13 Dec 2007 22:49:08 GMT

My sleeping patterns are all wacked i tells ya.

It's like dawn and i've been up from since 3 am? Thats the time i woke up after sleeing at 10pm yesterday. It's always the wee hours in the mornings that jus makes me feel so... zen like.

Like the fact that my holidays are ending in a few weeks time and the only thing i;ve been doing for the hols are gymming and training? ARGH. Why must they torture us with homework when it's supposed to be our break?

Pardon me. Mucus is dripping out of my nose now. *sniffs

and so it is, the wee hours of the nite/morning that jus eliminates all your worries and cares. haha.

How I look forward to it again.

My condolences.

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 01:23:45 GMT

What matters is that these 5 brave souls did what they loved doing and they died doing it.

so to Boonsan, Weicheng, Stephen, Reuben and Wei zheng...

I might not know u personally but we're fellow paddlers,nonetheless.

We all loved the sport of dragonboating,
the long pulls,
the starts,
the agonizing yet satisfying sensation of being in a race,
the close bonds and loves from our teams.

To the 5 brave souls who represent the act of living life to the fullest. I salute u. Rest in peace, brave ones.

"Fuck off"

Sat, 24 Nov 2007 07:44:17 GMT

It was more than just a shirt I gave you...

Of how much...

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 12:41:22 GMT

Fact is... it happened, and before i came to truly cherish its presence...

It slipped through my fingers and left me behind...

Of how much i wanted to profess and question the love between us... the euphoric yet easing sensations when we were conjoined. Of how much consolation yet agony I've experienced when i dipped into the pool of our past... the reminiscene that bears so much significance to me. Of how much you aroused dormant feelings within me that i thought were long jaded and forgotten. Of how much that when're you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.. but what's the point?

The result? A lack of concentration, a lack of focus and a lack of strength. It's uncanny how the cycle repeats itself again. Of how it seemed as though u were rising but in actual reality, i was sinking deeper and deeper into the abyss of no return. The void within seems to numb the pain, yet slowly obliberating all that defines me, as i slowly pick the romantic pieces and remants...

Fact is... i fell in love. and before i came to truly cherish its presence...

It slipped through my fingers and left me behind...

River Regatta

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 15:52:53 GMT

Under the blazing son, I saw 22 hearts beat as one...

I wanted to do a year in review but I was feeling more hyped up about River Regatta that I though I'd do it first.

Singapore River Regatta 2007

It was an experience I would perhaps would never ever forget. This is a first to see Dragonboaters of all organisations and schools in singapore coming together. It was like a cosplay fest except that instead of being donned in costumes, we were all decked out in tanktops.

It just felt like a big family all coming together all in the spirit of competition... and it just felt so enriching to be there. :D

3rd Nov. Heats

Our aim was to make sure that we were able to prove ourselves and be able to come back for semi finals the next day. And By george we did!

Heats 1
NYJC- 1st

Haha. Hilarious story it is. Basically we were lane one. and Lane two was NUS. At the start of the race, they basically crashed into us and even hammered our pacer with the "dragonhead" of their boat. haha. But good luck turned to bad luck. While trying to steer away from us, they knocked into 3 of the other boat in the mid of the race. So we managed to get 1st. haha

See them Langah into the other 3 boats?

But of course, River Regatta is the most dangerous race ever. With an average of 6 boats colliding out of 10. Not to mention the deluge of boats sinking and crashes throughout the whole day.

Look closely and u can see our pacer holding his head down in pain.

4th Nov. Semi finals and Finals

20 mens and 10 womens made it the finals!

Semi Finals
NYJC- 3rd

Minor Finals
NYJC-5th

It was a tough fight for us all the way. Compared to the the other hulking teams of Safra, Mountbatten and the likes. We gave a very tough fight.

Especially the last race! Practically all 5 boats were neck to neck when we reached the finishing line. In the end, positions were based on the no. of our lanes and we were lane 5. "-_- but according to Mr lee, we ate up quite a lot of space during our last charge. A far cry from our sucky attempts before that. We practically had nitro boosters at the end. hahah.

Oh oh. and of course not forgetting to credit our amazing coxswain, Yosep! I swear, this guy is damn freaking Zai. National team coxswain and canoe coach and all. While all the other teams were busy trying to make sure their boat stayed in one lane. This guy can drift and swerve like he's from Initial D. haha.

SUPER COXWSAIN I SAY.

Last but not least. Team pics.

Words can never fully describe the deluge of emotions that i've experienced in River Regatta 2007.

We rowed like champions and gave the perfect set.
We rowed as a team.

and oh god... cynical as I may be or wat.

I LOVE MY TEAM SO MUCH. :))))))))

NYDB! AI ZAI!

Quick Fast Snappy

Fri, 19 Oct 2007 13:54:47 GMT

Quick post.
Promos over.
Having time of my life.
Still have stuff,
training and some aep shite.
Results were out.
GP and Lit did real well!
Will do a year in review soon.
See ya.

Sun, 30 Sep 2007 13:41:59 GMT

Tired, shagged out, lack of excercise, stressed, worried, fucked-up, busy, eyebagged and every other synonym u can think of.

That's wat the promos have left me.

I'm lookin like an ah pek day by day.

Lit and art to go. God PLEASE bless my soul. ( although i'm a free thinker and i dun believe in religon la) but still,

i implore u, whoever is up there.

HELP ME! I CAAAANNNNNNOOOOOOOOTTTTTT GET KICKED OOUUUUUUTTTTTTTT!!!!!!

I CANNOT GET KICKED OUT!

Jiayou for promos! and wtf am i doing here anyway. Sheesh.

Of maths and gore.

Tue, 25 Sep 2007 08:10:58 GMT

( MSN conversation between Sarah Chua and Me)

SARAH; said:

Hey. How did maths go?

eL vis It's Britney. bitch. and not in a good way either. said

Lemme give u an anecdote.

SARAH; said:

Ok.

eL vis It's Britney. bitch. and not in a good way either. said

I approached the door of the room, frightful and desperate. I stepped in cautiously, but imediately, a chainsaw fell from the top and severed my left arm. Blood spewed from my wound endlessly as i screamed and stumbled further in.

The door closed shut behind me.

I stumbled further in and was gasping for breath, in immense pain. Staggering around, i tripped on a trigger on the floor and a shallow trapdoor opened. My legs fell in up to my shins and soon, 2 hammers came smashing in under and shattered my shins.I screamed in agony.

Sighting ahead, i saw a shimmering light. Straining my eyes, it turned out to be a key. I struggled to crawl over,leaving a bloodied trail while having my legs still trapped. Every inch i crawl, stretched my broken shins, rubbing my bones against the hammers. I was in agony as I reached for the key with my remaining hand. A smile formed on me admist all my intense sniffling and gasping but onli to realise that it was attached to a string, and when I unknowingly pulled it, i setted off a wave of razors that came flying straight at me.

All that was left was my mangled and bloodied body, cut into numerous pieces. Rats were infesting and nibbling on my remains....

SARAH; said:

OK OK! I GET THE POINT!

Please feel free to comment and try to interpret the story. :) The various metaphors do stand for something and see if u can correctly give answers for that. haha.

This was a little fun. I might actually do a whole series of SAW-inspired scenarios to depict how my promo exams went after my last paper. heh

Wish me luck for promos!

Fuck.

Mon, 24 Sep 2007 12:23:38 GMT

I fucking need like a bigger table cause my current table is fucking small and useless and things are fucking thrown everywhere and it's fucking idiotic that we dun have enough $$ to get me the table i fucking wanted when my parents bought this fucking small and useless table without fucking consulting me first and it's also after i fucking made it clear i would like to have a fucking big table and yet they fucking ignore me and got me this fucking small table!

Fuck!

Fucking promos started like fucking today and I'm like fucking scared. I CANNOT FUCKING GET KICKED OUT!

FUCK AR FUCK AR FUCK AR FUCK AR FUCK AR!!!!!

FUUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!

*explodes*

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Wish me luck for promos,people.

Bored Bored Bored.

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 18:10:22 GMT

Ooooh. I was bored and procrastination came in this Photo comic life thingy i d/l and look at the cool stuff i did. haha

Gary did a verson himself too. haha. at here. http://thaplaymaker.blogspot.com

Wed, 29 Aug 2007 15:20:51 GMT

Promoscomingfuckitstudyandstopthinking.

Hurt.

Wed, 29 Aug 2007 15:12:02 GMT

What do you do when scars start to hurt?

When you should have gotten over it...
When you should have been long healed.

How can u make me love you more than my soul and then walk out of me?

What's left? A void, and empty shell.

It should not have bothered.
It should not have mattered.
and the common mindset should have been

"I'm happy for you"

Yet it bears torture at the thought of how your smile is the sun of someone else's world,

while the tempest blows eternally within me.

The wound may have been gone but a scar, so vivid and visible will always be present.

So tell me, what do you do then?

when the scars start to hurt?

SDBA master series

Sat, 25 Aug 2007 07:00:22 GMT

Just let the pictures do the talking.

Prep up team talk.

Pseudo-ah bengs.

Dats better. :D

Our prizes. ( Try guessing what's in it?)

I swear, you guys keep me going in school, and u're my main source of my motivation.

YAO ZAI, YAO YING, NAN CHU!
NAN CHU, LONG ZHOU, SHENG LI!

Procrastination.

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 15:32:27 GMT

Procrastination. It seemed fun on Sarah Chua's blog so i decided to have at it a go myself. Hehe

East-West
[X] Changi Airport - It's the only place for Popeye's Chicken plus, it's NUMBER ONE!
[X] Expo - Can u say warehouse sale?
[X] Pasir Ris - Escape, Chalets. Enuff said.
[X] Tampines - I tink i dropped by Tampiness mall a few times.
[X ] Simei - My father side's relative lives there.
[ ] Tanah Merah
[X ] Bedok- Bedok Reservior. Dragonboat.
[ ] Kembangan
[ ] Eunos
[X] Paya Lebar - Used to need to report there for work. and SINGPOST SUBWAY!
[ ] Aljunied
[X] Kallang- NYDB again. Haha.
[ ] Lavender
[X] Bugis - Shopping.
[X] City Hall - Everyone changes train here.
[X] Raffles Place- To hand up my UOB painting.
[ ] Tanjong Pagar
[X] Outram Park - Went to the house of one my mother's friend's friend.
[ ] Tiong Bahru
[ ] Redhill
[X] Queenstown - Back from from Queensway shopping centre if i'm not wrong
[ ] Commonwealth
[ ] Buona Vista
[ ] Dover
[X] Clementi - Rathi's House
[X] Jurong East - Science centre, Snow centre etc.
[X] Chinese Garden- went for the water theme park thingy.
[ ] Lakeside
[X ] Boon Lay .- Jurong's mall's not half bad.

North-South
[ ] Bukit Batok
[ ] Bukit Gombak
[X] Choa Chu Kang- Lot 1 KBOX!
[ ] Yew Tee
[ ] Kranji
[ ] Marsiling
[X] Woodlands- Causeway point with family and friends.
[X] Admiralty- Dropped there to go to waikit's dad's workplace. If i'm not wrong.
[X] Sembawang - My secondary school!
[X] Yishun - I live here.
[X] Khatib- Macdonalds. and uncle's place.
[X] Yio Chu Kang - YCK swimming complex
[X] Ang Mo Kio - AMK hub and part of route to school
[X] Bishan - J8.. and...
[ ] Braddell
[X] Toa Payoh - Interchange to Ben's house.
[ ] Novena
[ ] Newton
[X] Orchard - Who hasnt been here?
[X] Somerset - Ok. Who hasnt been here?
[X] Dhoby Ghaut - Really. Who HASNT BEEN HERE? GRRR...
[X] Marina Bay - Steamboat.

North-East
[X] Harbourfront - Sentosa Babay!
[X] Chinatown - Chinatown's good for walk walk and eat eat.
[X] Clarke Quay - U could take a little trip arnd singapore town.
[X] Little India - haha. I tink part of some amazing race shite i did b4.
[] Farrer Park
[ ] Boon Keng
[ ] Potong Pasir
[X] Serangoon - NANYANG JC!
[ ] Kovan
[X] Hougang- Where my uncle used to stay.
[ ] Buangkok
[ ] Sengkang
[ ] Punggol

As suspected, I'm more of a North south line kinda boy. Hahah.

NYDB farewell's party.

Thu, 09 Aug 2007 10:25:10 GMT

Finally the long weekend is here! TIme for me to get my life organised and back on track since all the busy AEP activities are over! REJOICE!

NYDB farewell party for the seniors at sentosa.

Lots of fun and laughter and i repeat. LOTS OF FUN AND LAUGHTERS! throwing people into the sea. and I mean EVERYONE.

Stripping brandon of his shorts mid way and throwing it all around. Poor boy was so traumatised. LOL

and of course, the rugby game that turned out more to be a wrestling match. scratches on our feet and sand in all of our shorts.

Good times. Good times.

and of course, gifts were exchanged. Yihe gave me a pair of slippers, Kuan Wu a cap and Derek a wallet. While we chope $$ to help him get one step closer to buying a crumpler. + a painted picture of him by me. haha.

I gathered we played till damn late at night and the whole lot of us were suffering form sunburn the next day. But that jus gave us more incentive to go around slapping one another's skin.

The whole NYDB team.

The J1 guys team. ( cept a few who didnt turn up)

seriously, I can feel why am i so attached to NYDB. Truthfully, the sport is realli nth novel and it is can get as monotonous as it can get. But i swear, U guys ROCK! It's really all bout the team and i can realli feel it!

I love u all la. U kuku teamates!